Yesterday we were so
grateful to everyone who came to the 5k at Lone Peak High School. They hoped
for 300, and 350 showed up. It was a great turn out! Jared
was very touched by the turn out! I sat, studied, and watched as everyone
gathered to ran the 5k for Jared. It’s amazing that each of us is so different,
and yet in so many ways the same. I didn’t know most of the people there, but
they knew about my son. Teachers, students, friends, and family, all gathered
to support Jared. Some knew him well, while others just knew his story; but all
were there to give Jared support. Jared wanted to take part.
His close friends
and family started the race with him, but some finally passed him up. I’m sure
Jared wanted to run as fast as they were. It’s like that every day for Jared.
He lays in bed now most of the day, where he watches his friends and family go
to work and school.
Kristina & Jared |
Kristina & Jared |
I cannot imagine how difficult it is for Jared not to be
able to keep up, to be too weak and tired to do any more. We all would have
been fine if he had stayed at the finish line, and just watched. We were all so
impressed that he tried and finished. Before he got sick this would have been
easy for him, but now his life challenges have changed. What was once easy is
now difficult. However Jared’s inner strength is now much stronger. You know
the inner strength that helps you to survive lives most difficult challenges.
The challenges that bring us to our knees yelling uncle.
Winners |
With Jared’s new inner
strength he now passes us all up. As Jared fights this cancer with all of this
might he does so with the strength of a super hero. He has become my super hero;
he has become many of our super heroes. It’s like Jared is now running a cancer
5k, and he is winning. So as I watched I realized there were many that finished
the 5k before Jared, but he won the inner battle. Jared run to be next to all
those people that were supporting him.
The
first one to finish the 5k yesterday was a survivor of ALL (Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia), the same Leukemia as Jared
has.
Jared will again see the day when he can walk and not be weary, and run
and not be faint. However yesterday in my eyes, in many of our eyes, Jared won
the bigger race. He won the race that takes a much greater strength than most
of us have. He won the 5k that took place in the chambers of his soul.
When
Jared pasted the finish line we all cheered, we all cheered with tears in our
eyes.
We cried because he ran with his loved ones, and finished when it was so
hard! We cried for his great courage. We cried because he’s still here,
fighting! He’s running the cancer 5k and winning! Our message to Jared is, “Go
Jared Go! Don’t give up, finish the cancer 5k a winner. I am grateful to be his
mother!
He really is a winner.
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